Thursday, September 15, 2011

promptly. stage. awkwardness. pants. gush. cartwheels.

Here I am, sitting in my room, it's 11pm, I really need my sleep, and I'm writing.
Ces't la vie.
I need to write.
Sometimes, I want to write.
Sometimes, I need to.
I need to write.
I once used a relatively gross simile to explain my compulsion to write to a friend.
Here's what I told her.
"For me, writing is like throwing up.
I don't always have to. But when I do, I can't wait, or I'll at least feel very uncomfortable until I do.
Once I start writing, I can't really stop until I'm done. And after I've finished, I feel much better, almost relieved, if you will."
But that's enough of that.
Luckily, the friend was a fellow writer and understood my comparison, rather than looking disgusted and writing me off as a nut job.....as I'm sure some of you are doing now.

Drama is a thing best kept on the stage.

Have you ever seen someone you haven't been in contact with for a long time?
Maybe on facebook, or maybe in person.
It's disorienting, isn't it?
But that really depends on the person. Maybe seeing them brings back feelings. Sadness? Joy? Anger? Just plain weirdness? All of the above and more? I find the feelings are usually accompanied by a torrent of memories that overwhelm you until you end up just sitting at the computer feeling slightly, (or completely) taken aback.
Or, you just stand there like an idiot, unable to offer anything more than bland, conversation killing phrases such as; "It's been so long.", "You look so different.", (or, "You haven't changed a bit"), and, "How are you?", ( I find myself asking the person that question several times if I'm nervous.)
Or, If they're one of those rare people, it only takes a few minutes of awkwardness, or none at all, before it's just like old times, or better.
Of course, If 'old times' were 'horrible times', then I probably would just avoid the person at all costs.

FACT: plaid looks good on everything, except for pants. that's just wrong.

"Under Cover of Darkness" by The Strokes

http://grooveshark.com/#/s/Under+Cover+Of+Darkness/49MCJ9?src=5

When talking about this song, I have a tendency to gush.
So, forgive me If I go on and on.
The vocals are raw, and work well for the song.
The bass and drums do a good job keeping it all together.
But, the guitars are just plain tastyawesomegeniusamazingnesswowwowwow.
Albert Hammond Jr. and Nick Valencia are like the 'dream team' of guitarists. The way they layer the riffs, the kind of call-and-response thing on the verses, the solos - It just plain works.
perfectly.
Listening to the guitars just makes me want to run around screaming, "HECCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
while doing cartwheels. and flips. and lots of other things that probably aren't even physically possible for me.
I'm sure you get the picture.
So, what does the song evoke in you?
Be honest.
I wanna know.

5 comments:

  1. I love the way you describe the urge to write. That's pretty epic. xD

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  2. I like the song, the guitar was upbeat although I didn't really notice a great solo, although it's growing on me. The song was energetic and upbeat, which I liked, but it seemed to clash with the more repressed vocals. I really didn't notice them as 'raw,' in fact they seemed more suppressed. I had significant trouble discerning the lyrics. I felt that the instruments overpowered the singing. Overall, I enjoyed it but for some reason it just didn't seem to have a strong hook, or other distinguishing feature, to reel me in and make the song memorable. Subjective preferences.

    -A

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  3. @Jeanette : thanks for reading! it's nice to know I'm not the only one who feels that way sometimes. :)

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  4. @ A: It's cool to hear another perspective on the song. subjective opinions are a part of what makes life interesting. :)
    -maeve b.

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  5. Your description of the need to write...was incredibly accurate!!! Oh my word that is amazing. I'm going to remember that. :)

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